been told i rush into things.
that i give the impression that i'm forcing change instead of allowing it to gradually take place.
that my strive for happiness and balance would take a toll on my personal self.
is that the case?
i'm not aware too. i truly wonder when i would be able to find out.
on the other hand. i've been doing totally wacKy things lately. having a ball of a time, laughing my guts out.
and yet. when the highs leave the lows hit you like a sudden gust of wind.
not always.. but nearly.
and yet somehow, i feeling stronger. like i'm managing to adapt to that feeling and not bother about it anymore..
that i have the ability to stand up and move on.
hmmm on a sad note. my friend's dad suffered a heart attack and has been hospitalised. let's pray for him shall we.. for both of them that is.
open house tmr. will be doing some abseiling. grinz.
hopefully i don't fall all the way down...
tInkerdOll
Thursday, February 12, 2004
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