i'm
bacck.
yeap... i know you loyal readers out that have been waiting not so patiently for my updates.
constantly bugging me day after day.. hour after hour.. and so on..
what's up with my life? if i were to write about that... you would all faint of boredom.. because there is hardly any variation other than the truckload of projects, meetings and datelines.
the thoughts swirling in my mind nowadays are... all the what ifs. however, i try not to get into there too often, for if i were to live up to my motto of no regrets.. then there should be no room whatsoever for such thoughts to exist.
i'm also thinking about the relationships and friendships between people. what makes two friends click and stick through thick and thin.
for me, there always seems to be a problem with my ability to maintain long term friendships. and the truth, no matter how hard i think about it.. i can't seem to find a clue as to why.
in times of lows and depression... i really wonder why people actually bother befriending me at all.
what are the qualities there or special characteristics/personality that they see/like.
it's such a grey area.. this topic that is
to maintain my cheerfulness each day.... it's sometimes seems like a lie.. a facade, a mask to hide behind. who is the girl i see in the mirror.
the person whom people see me as. the impression i strike?
that pretty much explains why i constantly ask how others view me. and if you are one of them.. heH.. i'm just curious here...
self-improvement u know. consider that a feedback session yah. heehee
so do offer me opinions and such.
consider this as donating some alms to this disconcerted soul here.
tInkerdOll
Thursday, March 11, 2004
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