kinda sad. the number of active people here on my blog.
it seems like the counters are not ticking and the comments stagnant.
could it have been caused by my infrequent blogging?
anyway. i'm feeling lost again. like how i feel in the nights.
i'm searching for something in my life and yet i'm not sure what..
it's like you are expecting for some change and yet you just can't seem to put your finger down on the specifics.
i just know that, this is not how i want to live my life in the future.
and i hope that sense of happiness that comes along with security. to trust and not be afraid that it'll be misplaced or taken for granted.
call me idealistiC. but i do believe in fairy tales. that they do come true.
and that i believe there are others out there who believe in it too. how can they not...seeing how practically everyone is searching for it.
things on whole are going pretty well for me. smooth sailing. albeit a dip in health.
but somehow there's this irritating naggy voice that seems to be telling me otherwise
droning...and it goes
on and
on.....
tInkerdOll
Wednesday, April 07, 2004
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