do you realise that
a moment can either make or break you
and sometimes a moment's all you've got
to make a move or a decision
once you hesitate
that moment would be gone
and you would your chance to make your move
anyway, i did something pretty dumb in this moment. something that happened in the heat of the mmoment. that caught me under the skin and caused me to react in the most ridiculous manner.
maybe i had put in too much into the game. actually that's one of the reasons i don't play competitive sports much...i get too involved. caught up in the game and sight of winning that i lose myself...
drastically.
so anyways, i apologise for my behaviour. don't really know what got me there. probably heat rush.. zal,ziig,syah and esp tzLa. soory sweetlings
on another note, i've been going through weird health moments. often getting cold sweat and clammy/icy cold palms...it feels horrible and lethargiC in a weak way.
grrr.. am i going to kenna a stroke?
ahakz
brighter side of things are. plannings are proceeding pretty smoothly. getting good hangout kakis. forming lotsa dumb words by accident like cocok? ahakz and gou gou...
bleh
and ps2 rOx!!
tInkerdOll
Sunday, May 23, 2004
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