so here i am once again typing my thoughts as they flow..
a friend commented that he feels tiny beside me.. if you pardon the irony.
he finds me
real independent, strong and well-spoken.
inferior and
intimidated.?
now...that's a first.
seriously xaV, i'm not worthy of those three attributes.
i just try to be the best i can, and smile in adversity. probably this is the direction of which i am heading towards but as of now, i'm not quite there yet.
emotional turmoils and stress aplenty.
i was pretty bogged down by all these up to earlier when it suddenly struck that the shitt i had to handle would be remain just as shitty whether i was glum or happY
and so i choose to
smile in adversity.
not because i'm feeling any less stressed.
but because i can.
this is something i can control.
and i'll be damned if i'm going to let all these events get to me.
what are these as compared to other bigger, more monumentous scenarios.
i might not be strong. but i certainly am not going to give up this battle.
i control my destiny
and
my reactions to the life fate decides to deal me.
one day, i'll hit jackpot!
tInkerdOll
Wednesday, May 12, 2004
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