too long too soon too late
i'll never know
when would time be on time..timely just for once
the long absence can only be explained
by an utter misceonception of who i am
these thoughts come pouring in only when
the lonliness and helplessness sets in
i feel a deep sense of apology to those whom i haven't been able to show my full committment.
turning into the kind of grp mate even i detest.
and yet, with friends so kind and so trusting.
i am truly blessed.
where else can you find confidantes to rant.
and so, i shan't give up!
not just yet.
someway somehow i'll survive and succeed.
p.s to all those struggling souls out that. don't give up ! never lose hope in your own capabilities. no one can make you feel incompetent without you allowing them too!
you are all you make yourself out to be!
tInkerdOll
Sunday, August 15, 2004
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