Days gone by spent in deep contemplation of the turmoils in my life.
Never one to rant in distaste especially about anyone in particular. Only speaking out in desperation when in distress or highly provoked.
As usual, a smile masks all emotions. There are times i might cry if i wasn't smiling.
And so, i besheech all. Handle me with care. Don't force me into precarious situations.
I am at the stage of my life where i want to put full concentration in balancing the priorities at hand. They are school, cca and of course FAmily and friends. Not interested in any other notions...at most i can only offer my friendship. And even there i cannot promise full attention.
I take joy in the littlest things. With an emotion as erratic as the weather. Gay ranges to Grouch.
Word at hand. I digress.
Where are the hours in my life drifting off to? The optimism, the idealism, the personality and careless smiles striked out like crossed out words, lifeless and almost non existent. They have been replaced by guarded emotions, silent reprimands and whiskers of happiness.
They say a leopard can't change its spots. How then can change be the only constant factor?
tInkerdOll
Thursday, September 09, 2004
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