the weather's really magnificent recently.
with all the rain and cool breeze. all fear of getting heatstrokes have been eradicated.
the past week have been a rush.. blurry of events. a number of significant moments that have become milestones in my life.
- SIP has officially begun.
- SAC: Student Internship Ceremony
with regards to SIP.. great learning curve. the people are such sweet dolls. friendly and smiley, although i'm still in the shy stage now.. haha. guess they're in for a shock when they realise how noisy i can be.
the job scope is very related too.. doing market research, the details of which is secret and thus i am not at the liberty to divulge.
as for SAC, it's good to be recognised for the things you do. agreed that i do the things i do because i love to. however, once in awhile.. it's nice to know that your effort is appreciated. that what you do brings about a positive influence in the lives of others.
afterall, all that you do is done in the hope of fitting into society. to be accepted the way you are is a complete bonus.
that aside. it was great having the proud faces of my parents and family brimming at me. it's the kind of moment where i feel like shouting out. i did it!! i've finally did good and made you proud folks.
HUGX. it really meant a lot that they were there offering me all the support and showering me with love. not just on this occassion but at every opportunity, when i was my lowest, when i needed pillars of support to lean on, a shoulder to cry on. someone to walk me through the twists and turns of my life. and just to fight with, be angry and sulk at, knowing deep down that this moments of fits wouldn't change a single thing.
they'll be there no matter what.. afterall, at the end of the day. we're FAMILY.
just talking about this makes me feel like giving them a tight squeeze. family relations mean a lot to me.. and i hope to find this and recreate the same warmth when i settle down and begin my own little paradise.
i think the world nowadays with all the divorces is such a complete bullshit. i don't mean to direct this at anyone in particular. however, it is depressing to see the vows of till death do us part and the beauty of a fairytale romance come to an end.
love is a gift. treasure it.. and work to make it last. compromise, sacrifice brings you happiness and enlarges you. it might seem like an unbalanced equation but as ridiculous as it might sound. the more you give the more you recieve..
the greatest thing you'll ever know is to love and be loved in return..
so true.. in all its contexts... someday, i'm going to find out.. =)
tInkerdOll
Sunday, October 24, 2004
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