bottled frames
why does lonliness always seem to be on the heels of happiness?
took some medication and for a couple of hours, the pain eased away.
now it's coming back to haunt me once more.
thoughts flood my mind,
issues of trust and committment once again.
of superficial feelings
of wanting to be someone bigger than who i am
of the need for something amazing to sweep me off my feet
hei yue cai hong. rainbows in the dark. or phrased in a better way.
twlight's spectrum of colours.
i've seemed to have lost myself somehow.
in the midst of the harried happenings.
or perhaps there was nothing to begin with.
just a blurried illusion
there's a distance i cannot comprehend, which might be very much the effect of queasy sensations i'm feeling as a result of being under the weather.
happiness... how elusive it is.
tell me then. what might its receipe be?
tInkerdOll
Friday, March 18, 2005
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