Friday, April 01, 2005

you know the times when you can smell something fishy in the air.
like there is this immense mystery that is on the verge of being exposed.


well. i can... somehow or other.
i can sense it when someone is feeling depressed or when something is amiss in a situation.


a friend once mentioned how my blog seemed so intense.
and my response was because i normally only blog when i need to.
as a form of relieving stress and setting my mind at ease.


now. at this point of time.
it is flooded with thoughts
thoughts i foolishly attempted to drown with potent liquid.


i know something is going on
but no one is being honest with me


i hate feeling like this
almost to the extent of swearing
and i detest doing that.


today was good. meeting up with glenn. going down to smu, botanic gardens, sim and the reunion with naad!. much missed camaraderie within us three. anyway another promised outing soon next week. highly anticipated.


mucho love in the air.


in a way making me very envious because the feeling of being in love is really a splendid one indeed. however, as for me.. i guess falling is not in order yet.




.....there is nothing as painful as having no tears to express the pain felt within.


shush. don't speak to me about this unless i do so.


because i want to recap and remember the happier moments of my day.
the heart stopping, hand clutching sudden hand brake turn.
the pairing of quacking ducks.
the nearness of sparrows.
the magical rain.
the tall leafy trees.
the innocence of children.
the reunion of friends.
the ignorance of knowledge.
the laughter.
the sweet companionships.

tInkerdOll

Friday, April 01, 2005

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