the day after today
there are some people who live for the day.. living for the moment as many might call it.
cest la vie .
there are some people who live for the past.. living a life full of regrets and what ifs. a life in the shadow of yesterday.
and there are some people who live for tomorrow.. living to see a brighter day. reaching out to what tomorrow might bring, hopefully something better.
and that is where i fall under.
the people who live for tomorrow.
i'm not implying that this is a good thing because it is not. not daring to live up today for fear that it might affect tomorrow. always floating in the clouds not fully facing reality.
and also not feeling enough, not nearly enough to make the day's worth and life's memories.
capture the moment. i have relinguished my chance to capture the moment in the hope that a bigger brighter moment might come by.
and yet.. each day drifts by without my find of that special moment.
but it's not as if i'm living a sad life waiting for that ship to sail by me.
i am happy, truly.
just not complete.
on another note. it seems awfully difficult to have a proper family outing nowadays. like any other family, there is the perks and quirks within mine. some outrageously funny incidents, the sad moments, the frustrating occasions and the ones where nothing seem to go right.
today was one of those days. by no one's fault in particular, just that it was extremely difficult for a family of four to sit down and have a blast together.
that and bad customer service does make the atmosphere turn sour.
but at least, we tried in making something work. =)
as family, it does not matter how many times we try for we'll always have each other to lean on to try again.
i realise that i really need some singing lessons.
atrocious is being kind, too kind.
tInkerdOll
Sunday, May 01, 2005
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